My promise to myself !~

Im going to change =)
Change to the better ~ Which i don't even know what is good anymore =\
So yup ! Smile more ! Zhi High more !
Looks what im going to do next ! Because i don't even dont know what im doing !! xD
Let's hope things happen for a reason and god want me to learn ! =)
Im braver than before ! :D
now shake away teh tears and KEEP ON RUNING FORWARD !!
Im always me ! thats for sure ~ x) CHANGES are no need FoR CRAPS !

Don't change for ppl who won't change for you x)

I will start saving now ~ x)

Smile more !!! CYRUS ONG ! =D

Blog ! O_O' how i wish you talked ! LOL !!!
o well atleast you are the only one that listens to all my stories LOL !
Damn im lame -_-' hahahas !!
haiss an empty space in me..
hahas i  can't talk to her she will feel guilty and she also won't talk to me because it's like giving me false hope~
confusing isn't it?  But i don't message her, i also feel weird 
But i sure do miss her telling me things LOL !
i have to stop thinking about it !!!
She say be friend !!?? i think her meaning of friends for me, is stranger ~
how i hope we are still talking~
lalalala ! why FML ? when i think LFM, LIFE FUCK ME!

 Some where in me is still crying.