I don't get it...

Yup i don't get it at all ~ what's isit !!?? please tell me ... i'm going insane about it...now i'm just confuse... because you don't tell me what you are truly thinking...
i don't understand what you are thinking in the head of yours...
well you're not mine... but i still get jealous ? what the crap ?
what could happen ? no one knows... but if i don't act now i think i will regret it.
HOPE each day will be better but i'm still looking out for the worst, everyday...

The idiot i can act silly with..

Hey Blog ~ ;O I'm back after so so so so LONG ! ~
Well life is like a riding a roller coaster ~
But Right now i'm happy with it hahas =]
i realize that when i was with her ,that was me being myself the true me... the me that feel so comfortable when i was with her... the fun the joy... the warm..
i fall for her... which i didn't know.. that i would..
what happen if she was mine.. and i screwed up or i was broke again....
do you know telling your friends that we are friends i died abit inside.. the truth is i wish to be with YOU!
i'm afraid... once again thinking what will happen in the future.. it scared the crap out of me.. 
hahas... seriously i'm afraid..
I love you...idiot...
if we were together.. you will be my first... hopefully.. my last..

Truth...

Is not really good i guess... i told you truth about it.. i know i was wrong by saying that out ,so i told you the truth about it was I that told him...
didn't know that you wanted to keep it secret.. yea so i'm sorry,i'm really am.. well i guess we won't be friends anymore since you will hate me for life probably we ain't going to talk anymore and i guess you won't trust anyone because of me...
Hopefully that you still can ...
I told you the truth and honestly accept that consequences...
Knowing someone will stand by your very side it's enough for me to leave you alone now, you became stronger than you use to be !!
BUT seriously still hope you won't quit school !! STAY STRONG ! Think Positive !



ohhh and i'm Back Blog... =)