I Love her ~

Lalalala Schools kinda of SUCKS ! Exams are coming !! Grrr i think i have to study =(
haisss and guess WHAT !? The exam is after my HOLIDAY !! ??? Wtf =(
This kind of Crappy ! HOLIDAY leh !! I will be in HOLIDAY MOOD ! study what shit !? =\
Ohh ohh and im in love with her ! =)
But sadly she dont want to be in love anymore and i guess she's still thinking of him... =(
So can anyone help me out over here !? =|  
i really hope she is willing give me a chance =( if you are going to give me a chance i will try to make you HAPPY =D and the thing i can give is my FAITHFULNESS and my fragile HEART ! =)
and i hope you are willing to be my FAITHFULNESS TOO ! =D YOUR HEART WILL BE IN GOOD HANDS ! =) i promise !
and i beg you please don't break my heart... pretty please ? =(
But sadly.... the chances is really really slim for her to accept me~ T_T"

But i Have to SAY :
I Love her for always talking to ME ! =D
I Love her for telling me things which i don't even know ! =D
I Love her for falling asleep when she's doing things ! =D !!!!
I Love her for trying hard to cut down her weight !! =D
I Love to try asking her to do things which she dont even want to ^^? ( Which i always fail badly ~ LOL ! )
I Love her LAZINESS ! =X
I Love her for telling me which food she likes ! =D
I Love her for Texting me when im on my way to school and at school too! =D
I Love her for caring when im trouble ! =D
I Love her shopping Spree !! But she's need to cut down on that =X HAHAHAHAS ! Opps ~ 
and i LOVE her everything =) I DONT EVEN CARE HER WEIGHT =D ( but she cares alot~ =X )

But its always sucky when she tell me things about her EX~ =(
Sadly she haven't forgotten him yet....  i don't blame her~
blame myself for not being there in the first place...and for not knowing her sooner... so im really sorry....
and im sorry when you are bored i couldn't do anything about it~
and im sorry i always giving lame jokes which is not even funny ... i just want you to be happy...  thats all...
Don't worry i dont think i have the guts to even tell you right now...
i hope you could really let "Love" in again~ please forget him and let me in to your heart ...

Life ~ 18 May 2011

Dear, God~
=) Im Back ! Thanks for the good times although i know i don't deserve it....
but thanks letting me have it ~ and i know you are going to make me pay back for it~
Hahahas.... Zzz well There's Give and Take ~ You Gave me some and you will take some of my happiness away to~ So yup =| when you get happy things just get worst~
I understand the balance you must make to let this world goes round ~
We might gain something but in the same time we will be losing somethings too.....
Lalalalala ~ Ok Im done talking i shall post other stuffs next time =D

><"

如果有一天你想哭，打电话给我好吗?

我们之间有彼此才能开的玩笑，

我们之间有彼此才能说得秘密。

好久没有联络，

并不是距离远了；

好久没有消息，

并不是关心没了。

从成为朋友那刻起，

你就不曾远离。

在我心里。

其实朋友就是这样，

无需想起。

因为，

我从未忘记，

我的朋友。

如果有一天你想哭，给我打电话，

我无法许诺让你笑，但是我可以跟你一起哭；

因为我们是朋友，

所以我愿意分享你的悲伤与欢笑，

不要觉得这是打扰，这是友谊。

如果有一天你想远走高飞，给我打电话，

我无法让你止步，但是可以和你一起飞；

人生的旅途或许很孤单，

因为我们是朋友，

所以我愿意陪伴你，

我愿意和你一起面对旅途中所有的困难。

如果有一天你谁的电话也不想听，给我打电话，

我保证会到你身边，我还保证会一声不吭;

就这样静静地倾听，偶尔可以做做你的出气筒，

因为我们是朋友，

所以我会很在乎你。

但是！

如果有一天你打来电话，而没人接听，

请赶紧过来看看我，也许我也需要你。

因为我们是朋友，

友谊需要我们共同呵护，

所以我哭了，你也要借你的肩膀让我依靠。

如果有段时间没有联系，并不是我将你遗忘，

而是生活让我忙碌，其实我时刻惦记着你。

不曾想起，因为从未忘记！

而你，我的朋友，

你将一直存在于我心里那个很重要的位置。

未曾动摇！

想和你做一生一世这样的朋友，

想拥有一生一世都不变质的友谊，

因为我们是朋友，

所以，

请珍惜 。