I Love her ~

Lalalala Schools kinda of SUCKS ! Exams are coming !! Grrr i think i have to study =(
haisss and guess WHAT !? The exam is after my HOLIDAY !! ??? Wtf =(
This kind of Crappy ! HOLIDAY leh !! I will be in HOLIDAY MOOD ! study what shit !? =\
Ohh ohh and im in love with her ! =)
But sadly she dont want to be in love anymore and i guess she's still thinking of him... =(
So can anyone help me out over here !? =|  
i really hope she is willing give me a chance =( if you are going to give me a chance i will try to make you HAPPY =D and the thing i can give is my FAITHFULNESS and my fragile HEART ! =)
and i hope you are willing to be my FAITHFULNESS TOO ! =D YOUR HEART WILL BE IN GOOD HANDS ! =) i promise !
and i beg you please don't break my heart... pretty please ? =(
But sadly.... the chances is really really slim for her to accept me~ T_T"

But i Have to SAY :
I Love her for always talking to ME ! =D
I Love her for telling me things which i don't even know ! =D
I Love her for falling asleep when she's doing things ! =D !!!!
I Love her for trying hard to cut down her weight !! =D
I Love to try asking her to do things which she dont even want to ^^? ( Which i always fail badly ~ LOL ! )
I Love her LAZINESS ! =X
I Love her for telling me which food she likes ! =D
I Love her for Texting me when im on my way to school and at school too! =D
I Love her for caring when im trouble ! =D
I Love her shopping Spree !! But she's need to cut down on that =X HAHAHAHAS ! Opps ~ 
and i LOVE her everything =) I DONT EVEN CARE HER WEIGHT =D ( but she cares alot~ =X )

But its always sucky when she tell me things about her EX~ =(
Sadly she haven't forgotten him yet....  i don't blame her~
blame myself for not being there in the first place...and for not knowing her sooner... so im really sorry....
and im sorry when you are bored i couldn't do anything about it~
and im sorry i always giving lame jokes which is not even funny ... i just want you to be happy...  thats all...
Don't worry i dont think i have the guts to even tell you right now...
i hope you could really let "Love" in again~ please forget him and let me in to your heart ...