what am i going to do ? i really wish there's someone who love me ..
why am i always the one who love the person who doesn't love me ?
why do i always risk it all and they still treat you as friend ? 好人卡?
they will be touch by the things i done for them but it's not enough for them to fall for me..
What did i do wrong ? isit that i too childish ? am i too lame ? or what ? WHAT THE HELL DID I DONE ?
Why can't i find anyone who will really love me ? loneliness kills...
My cousin told me before "what you want might not be what you wanted"
Yea i agree to it but in the first place i never even end up in a relationship before... so how i know ?
Am Im a tool in everyone eyes? because thats how i feel~
God if you are here, will you stop playing with me ? i begging you ... before i really die in sorrows..
This game of LOVE that you created is just too hurting... why do i have feeling for others? WHY ?
No one cares about me ! No one understands about me ! No one give a shit when i CRY !
The more i smile, the more i laugh, the more i joke, the more im being lame, it's all a fake which my im trying not to be myself...i lost myself when i was sec 3~ i threw everything away putting on this FAKE laughable face this whole freaking years !
What did i gain ? friends that cares ? !
EVERYONE HAVE THEIR OWN PROBLEMS ! why will they even bother about yours ? and why do i care about others when they don't even care about mine ? Why am i always so dumb ! why do i help others when they don't care about me ! ?
Am i behaving like a GIRL ? BUT Sorry I WAS BORN TO BE A BOY !
BUT I FEEL THIS WAY ! so... sorry... i can't change ..
Im just going back to my quite self which people says it's emo ?
Why do i have to be happy in the first place ? when the thing i wanted the most is not here ?
enough of positive !~ im going negative for this few months ! ...
No Love No Life~
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